Elisa hummed to herself as she primped in front of the big
mirror in her quarters. It wasn’t easy
to apply makeup in the dim lighting, but she had it as bright as the latest
power restrictions allowed.
She didn’t try to fool herself about what she was
doing. She worked to make herself as
attractive as possible for Clan Zemos.
Every smile, every kind word, every hint of approval she received from
them was saved in her heart. Even the
Dramok’s clumsy compliments the day before were gold, as little as she believed
them.
“Your pretty face could brighten the darkest night,” she
gruffly informed her reflection in a terrible imitation of the handsome
alien. Elisa laughed and did her best
coquette in response. “Why, you smooth
devil, Captain Zemos. You still don’t
get seconds on your meals.”
Elisa shook her head, noting the crow’s feet that appeared
with her smile. She acknowledged them
with sad acceptance. No, she was not
pretty anymore, if she ever had been. It
was still nice to hear someone say she was, though. Sometimes Elisa believed the falsehoods Clan
Zemos spoke, simply because they offered them with such warmth. The three men were always kind to her. Was it any wonder she’d fallen for them?
Elisa liked all the Kalquorians that had been taken
prisoner. Even the ones in the general
population brig had been unfailingly nice to her. They bowed at her approach and thanked her
warmly for bringing their meals, as if it wasn’t a part of her duties. Despite the fact the alien species was
without many women, they never acted untoward with her. There were no ugly comments, like the ones
Remington constantly made. Sure, their
gazes might contain a certain amount of heat, but Elisa thought that was to be
expected. Even with need in their
expressions, the Kalquorians also managed a measure of reverence at her
presence. She never got a sense of
violation around them.
Elisa had entertained fantasies of the Kalquorians breaking
free and escaping, of them taking her with them as an adored prisoner. Her body warmed to think of being held
helpless, bound naked in a dungeon-like setting as man after man came to her,
taking his pleasure with her body. They
would ignore her pleas for mercy, intuiting she wanted them every bit as much
as they wanted her. In those visions
that made her stomach churn with ticklish warmth and her sex grow wet, the
Kalquorians made her acknowledge her animal lusts, giving her the ecstasy she’d
only experienced with her own fingers.
Elisa was used to such feelings, as strange as they
were. Before the capture of the
Kalquorians, she used to daydream about other men getting her alone, of them
demanding her to surrender to their passions.
Those fantasy men had never had faces or been anyone she actually knew. No one on the ship had interested her in that
way, especially since she was afraid one of the men might actually end up
raping her.
Elisa had long given up trying to understand why she
fantasized about forceful encounters with the men. She didn’t know why she found the idea
alluring, particularly when it came to Zemos, Oret, and Miragin. How could she imagine such things yet still
despise the threat that came from men like Remington? Was it because she sensed the underlying
goodness of her objects of affection, rejecting those who looked only to their
own desires with no thought for hers?
She made no sense to herself, especially since realizing
Clan Zemos had turned into more than a delicious and decadent fantasy to be
served in her lonely virgin bed. She was
aware their seeming kindness could be a lie.
Yet it never felt like a falsehood.
Every time they asked after her welfare, it was with the sense that they
truly cared to know she was happy and healthy.
It was crazy that Elisa had fallen head over heels for the
trio, yet she had. She was convinced she
was in love.
Now available in print. Coming this week to Smashwords, Nook, and Kindle.
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