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Warning: This book contains elements of
captive/forced sex and BDSM including bondage, punishment including whippings,
anal play/intercourse, multiple sexual partners (m/f/m), and homoerotic
sex (m/m and f/f)
Raven
Virtue is a ranger with the National Park Service, trying to bring a human
slave trafficker to justice. When he
slips away due to a technicality, she knows more innocent women will fall prey
to this monster unless she can catch him.
Daagiis
is from an alternate dimension. A
shape-shifting Paatiin warrior, Daagiis has come to our Earth in order to find
a protector for his master.
Vendeen is a judge determined to right the
wrongs of his territory and avenge the murders of his parents. He will not stop until his enemy is dead or
kills him.
When
Daagiis saves Raven from certain death, he offers her the chance to stop the
trafficker who is bringing kidnapped women across the rift to sell into
slavery. However, pursuing justice means
also serving Daagiis and Vendeen in every sensual way they desire. Collared and made to surrender to pleasures
she never dreamed possible, Raven races to stop a menace from destroying lives
on both sides of the rift...including Vendeen’s.
Chapter
1
Raven
Virtue stormed out of the courtroom. Too
mad to think straight, she stalked into the federal building’s back secure
section, which led to the parking garage.
The personnel manning the metal detectors watched her warily. Court officers, they were armed and ready for
trouble. It didn’t matter that Raven
wore her Park Service ranger uniform.
She was obviously in a temper as well as being in a federal building,
and she was no more immune to their jurisdiction than any citizen who stepped
into the court’s environs.
She
snapped a nod to them, affording them the respect they deserved even though she
was so mad she could have put her fists through the blank white walls that
surrounded them.
Deep breath,
Raven. It’s done and over with, and you
can’t change anything. It’s time to pick
up the pieces and move on.
So
much easier said than done, especially when a grave injustice had occurred for
no good reason at all. Still, she
tried. Raven blew out a huff of air,
squared her shoulders, and headed for the exit.
Andy
Wolford’s voice stopped her in her tracks.
“Yo, Virtue, slow down. I got the
car keys, remember? Stop being such a
grouch; we’ll get the putz on re-trial.”
Raven
whirled around to confront her fellow ranger.
Her long, black spiral curls, tied back in a ponytail, lashed her
cheek. She hardly noticed in her rage.
Tall,
muscled Andy loomed over her petite five-feet-three-inch frame, but she wasn’t
the least bit intimidated. In fact, it
took all she had to not fly at him with swinging fists.
Between
clenched teeth, Raven ground out, “Re-trial?
We didn’t get Wills to trial to start with, thanks to you.” Her southern twang was obvious, as it always
was when she got mad. Out here in
Arizona, her Carolina accent tended to aid her short stature in making people
call her ‘cute’. They too often
underestimated her, which usually suited her just fine.
Andy
shrugged, as oblivious to her fury as he’d been to the judge’s scathing
reprimand minutes before. He took his
cap out of his back pocket and covered his reddish-blond crewcut beneath it. “I goofed, or so the judge says. So the confession got tossed. There’s still plenty physical evidence to get
another warrant to arrest Wills.”
Raven
flung her hands in the air, wishing she could wrap them around Andy’s
throat. She might have if not for the
officers watching. “What evidence? All that stuff has been suppressed because we
found it under a bad confession!”
Andy
rolled his eyes and smirked at the men watching them carefully, as if to say
‘hysterical female’. Typical Asshole
Andy Wolford. “You know the D.A. will
appeal.”
“It
won’t matter. You knowingly questioned
him without giving Miranda rights. Then
you tried to fix it afterward by giving Wills Miranda and re-questioning him. Any ranger fresh out of the academy knows you
can’t do that!”
Another
shrug. “We’ll get him on appeals or
he’ll screw up again.”
Raven
stared at him. How could he be so
clueless? “So you’re fine with another
woman disappearing, never to be seen again?
He said he’d abducted twenty of them, Wolford. He sent them away to be sold into slavery. Daughters.
Mothers with young children. Now
he’s out there again because you bent the fucking rules!”
Andy’s
mouth dropped open. His slightly
sunburned face reddened more. “Watch
your mouth.” The man that had just set a
serial abductor and human slave trafficker free was affronted by foul language.
Raven
had reached her limit. “I’ll watch my
mouth. Meanwhile, you can watch my
fists.”
Before
she could take one step towards Andy Wolford and possibly wreck her entire law
enforcement career, Douglas Bringer suddenly inserted himself between
them. Raven hadn’t even seen him come
into the room, and Bringer wasn’t easy to miss.
The
auditor from the U.S. government’s General Accounting Office managed to be
imposing despite not coming anywhere nearly as bulging with gym muscle as
Wolford. His well-cut suit accentuated
his streamlined, powerful frame. Bringer
had an air about him – almost a visible aura – of pure strength. His neatly cropped hair was dark brown with
red and golden highlights. Chameleon hair,
Raven’s friend and fellow ranger Kimi Furio had dubbed it.
Even
more fascinating than his hair were Bringer’s eyes. Raven had never seen golden eyes before. Not golden brown, no nothing so pedestrian as
that. The man’s eyes were actually a
yellow-gold color, ringed with long lashes.
One
almost failed to catch the perfect bone structure of Bringer’s face with such
astounding coloration. Raven had noticed
in the past six weeks since he’d descended on Petrified Forest National Park
where she worked. It was a good thing he
was so interesting to look at, considering that auditors as a rule were a major
pain in the ass.
Douglas
Bringer was more than a pain in the ass right now. He was an obstacle to her pounding Wolford
into a pulp.
He
put steadying hands on her shoulders.
“Hold on, Ranger Virtue. Wolford
is enough of a douchebag to bring you up on assault charges.”
As
Raven tried to wrap her head around those perfectly shaped lips uttering the
word ‘douchebag’, Andy spluttered behind Bringer. “Hey, number cruncher, I’ve got fists too.”
Bringer
let Raven go and turned to face the man who probably outweighed him by fifty
pounds. The auditor fixed his stare on
Andy. Raven wished she could have seen
Bringer’s face at that moment, because Wolford’s muddy brown eyes widened and
he took a step back.
Though
his words betrayed no rancor, Bringer’s tone dripped with menace. “I’ll give Virtue a ride back to the office,
Wolford. Your supervisor wants to see
you right away. I suggest you get
moving.”
Andy
at least had enough sense to not challenge Bringer. With only a bad-tempered huffing sound, he
walked a wide route around the auditor and stormed out to the garage.
Raven
looked at Douglas Bringer with newfound respect. She wished she could get rid of assholes with
just a glare. It would make life a lot
easier. Maybe it had something to do
with those golden eyes. All Raven’s
large, heavy-lidded blue eyes seemed to do was make men think about sex.
Bedroom
eyes, they called them. Raven had an
urge to punch someone in the mouth every time the phrase was uttered.
Bringer
gave her a half-smile. “At least there’s
a little good news on this shit day.
Wolford’s out of a job, Ranger Virtue.
Jackson’s waiting for him to get back to the office to lower the boom. Your former partner will be lucky to get a
college dorm security gig after this.”
Raven
tried to be cheered by that tidbit, but she couldn’t find any happiness. “That doesn’t change the fact that a very
dangerous, evil man is free right now.
Joshua Wills is probably bragging on the front steps of the courthouse
to the press at this very moment about how the Park Service can’t find bear
shit in the woods.”
The
auditor’s half-smile grew into the real thing.
“Around here, he’d be right. Unless you’ve got petrified bear shit in
the Petrified Forest National Park?”
This
time, Raven did manage to find some humor.
She snorted a brief laugh. “Okay,
bad example.”
Bringer
jerked his head towards the door. “Let’s
get out of here.”
She
followed him out. With his back to her,
she could admire how his broad shoulders filled out his well-cut suit
jacket. What the hell; leering at
Bringer sure beat thinking about Wills being free.
They
ended up at the auditor’s rental car, a nice indigo-blue Lincoln with all the bells
and whistles. Bringer opened the door
for her like an actual gentleman. The
gesture made Raven blink in surprise.
Most men didn’t bother with such niceties these days, not even in the
still somewhat-genteel South. Certainly
not in Arizona and not for a uniformed ranger.
As
Raven moved past Bringer to get into the car, she got a whiff of his cologne; a
spicy, exotic, and masculine fragrance that made her insides warm. She nearly choked on her own spit at her
body’s primitive response to the man’s scent.
I hope Todd’s in
the mood tonight, because I obviously need to get laid, she thought as
she settled on the leather passenger seat.
She was perversely glad she’d spent the day in the air-conditioned
courthouse, leaving her smelling clean and fresh. At this time of day after being on patrol in
the burning desert, she usually smelled of sweat.
Raven
deliberately pointed her face at the window when Bringer got behind the
steering wheel. Too bad it was so damned
hot; she would have preferred to open her window so as not to be overcome by
Bringer’s delicious scent. Heavens, she
needed to find out what that cologne was and buy Todd a gallon of it. It almost made her dizzy with want.
The
auditor immediately put the air conditioning on its highest setting, blasting
cool air to ruffle the curls that had escaped Raven’s ponytail. She slid her sunglasses on as they pulled out
of the comfortable dim environs of the parking garage into the blinding white
glare of the Arizona sun.
Heat
shimmered over the blacktop of the road as Bringer headed out of the small
downtown area and pointed them towards the park, which lay twenty miles away
through desert scrub. Outside the
Petrified Forest lands, the rare fallen crystallized trees dotted the ground
here and there, waiting for local gift shop owners to cut away pieces to be
sold to tourists. It was a federal
offense to do such things to the vestiges of the once great forest that lay
within park lands. It didn’t stop many
from trying anyway, since these were the most pristine examples of the fossils.
Disappearing
trees and artifacts from long-vanished native tribes were Raven’s usual concern
in her job. However, the disappearance
of three women from the park in the last six months had become her number one
priority. Now the man who had admitted
to making that happen to more than twenty women was on the loose once
more. Anger spiked anew in Raven’s head,
hotter and more brutal than the sun bleaching the landscape. If she ever caught Andy Wolford alone ...
well, the next time she was in court, it would be as a defendant on assault
charges.
That
was tame compared to what she’d do to Joshua Wills if she found him. Raven actually felt capable of murder where
that waste of skin was concerned. All
those poor women’s faces had been burned in her memory, and in her head they
screamed for justice. Over and over, she
saw the lost and tearful faces of the children and loved ones left behind with
no idea if they’d ever see those women again.
Bringer’s
voice was pure sympathy. “I can’t
imagine how disheartening it must be to build that case only to find out your
partner willfully undermined it.”
Raven’s
fists clenched in her lap. “Disheartened
doesn’t begin to describe how I feel.”
She laughed humorlessly. “You
know, I was thrilled when we had enough rangers to allow for partners on
patrol. Now I’m glad I’ll be on my own
again. No one else around to fu – uh, to screw up my work.”
Bringer
quirked a smile at her near F-bomb. “You
two didn’t get along even before this?”
Raven
snorted. “Not really. Wolford never seemed to take me
seriously. I’m not sure if it’s because
I’m a woman or because I’m so damned short.”
She
was surprised at her own frankness with the auditor. Not that people from the General Accounting
Office were supposed to be the enemy, but Bringer’s official function naturally
put him at odds with the rangers.
Endless accounting for every single minute of on-duty hours wore on the
most patient of them. Not to mention the
niggling interviews when the GAO wanted to question some of those activities,
insisting on minute detail.
Bringer
chuckled over her gripe about her height.
“What is the saying? Big things
come in small packages. I would hesitate
to confront you as an adversary.”
Raven
cocked an eyebrow at him. She liked to
think she was tough enough all right, even against the muscle of Andy
Wolford. However, something about the
more streamlined Douglas Bringer gave her pause, something that had nothing to
do with the near full foot he stood over her.
She wasn’t in a big hurry to try his abilities, number-cruncher or not.
He
sighed, as if as demoralized by the court proceedings as Raven was. “The laws here have so many technical aspects
that can destroy cases.”
“You’re
telling me. Sometimes I wonder if it’s
worth it.” Her sigh was as heavy as his.
“What
got you into this field?”
“A
couple of things. My dad was a park
ranger. I wanted to make a difference
like he did.” She didn’t try to disguise
the pride in her voice. When it came to
heroes, Raven didn’t point out sports stars or even military icons. Her father Al Virtue was it for her. No one else came close.
Bringer
gave her a sidelong glance. “You don’t
feel like you make a difference?”
Raven
scowled while staring at the glove box as if it was her worst enemy. “Not when somebody else’s stupid mistake puts
a sick bastard like Wills back on the street.”
“You
prefer the spirit of the law over the letter.”
It wasn’t a question, but he didn’t sound put off by the thought.
Raven
picked at the crease in her pants. “We
have to have protections in place to keep the truly innocent from being
convicted of crimes they didn’t do. When
those same protections keep dangerous people free to harm others ... it’s not
right.” The helpless fury was rising again,
making her stomach churn. “We had the
evidence. DNA evidence. The victims’ clothing. It was all right there in Wills’ home. But because the search occurred because of
Wolford’s illegal questioning tactics, it’s all thrown out. We can’t use one damned piece of it!”
She
punched her own thigh in a burst of rage.
The pain was dull, but it helped her calm somehow. She drew a deep breath. “I’m sorry, Mr. Bringer. For the profanity and yelling.”
His
tone was kind. Almost comforting. “Not at all.
You’re passionate about protecting those in danger. I find nothing offensive about that. Call me Douglas.”
The
invitation made her warm all over. First
name basis with the riveting auditor; well, well. Wouldn’t Kimi be so jealous. With some difficulty, Raven turned her gaze
to the well-baked Arizona landscape instead of looking over the eye candy that
was Douglas Bringer.
In
as casual a tone as she could manage, she said, “I guess you should call me
Raven then.”
“Raven
Virtue.” The way he said it made her
hair stand on end. It was like he rolled
her name over his tongue, tasting it.
“I’m guessing you got that from your black hair?”
Raven
gave her barely visible reflection in the window a grimace. “It was between that and Sapphire, for my
eyes. Since Mom and Dad didn’t know if
my eye color would change like many newborns, they went with the sure thing.”
Douglas
grinned. “Your name has a heroic ring to
it.”
She
snorted. “If I was a comic book heroine,
maybe. A friend once did a drawing of me
with a cape and mask. It ended up in our
high school yearbook. I was so
embarrassed.”
That
earned a chuckle. Then Douglas sobered
and went back to their original conversation.
“The justice system shouldn’t be one size fits all. If a man is without a doubt guilty, he
shouldn’t be allowed to walk free because of an officer’s mistake.”
“You’ll
get no argument from me. Though I’ll
admit we can’t go around making willful ‘mistakes’ like Wolford did.”
“There
should be allowances for such things, especially when it’s obvious the suspect
did what he’s accused of doing. Keep
Joshua Wills behind bars while relieving Wolford of his duty. Perhaps even fining the soon-to-be former
ranger for the offense or a jail term of his own. Give the guilty officer punishment that fits
his crime without letting the perp off,” the auditor mused.
Raven
considered. “Holding the screw-up
responsible while keeping the case alive.
I like that. In a perfect world,
maybe.”
“No
world is perfect. Some could be a little
less shortsighted.”
Raven
finally allowed herself to openly look over her companion. Now she could admire his looks and his
views. “You know, you’re not so bad for
an accountant-type.”
The
grin that spread over his face wasn’t the most pleasant she’d ever seen. There was something dark, almost dangerous in
the expression. Douglas turned those
amazing golden eyes on her for a moment, and once again her stomach churned in
a mixture of nervous excitement.
He
said, “Raven, I can assure you there is more to me than meets the eye. Much like yourself.”
She
couldn’t help but wonder ... and half-hope ... that Douglas Bringer was
flirting with her. She caught herself
comparing him to her boyfriend Todd and felt an immediate wash of guilt for
doing so. Todd was a nice guy. A steady guy.
Trustworthy and decent to the core.
Besides,
Bringer was only around for the short term.
It was probably just as well; Raven was attracted a bit too much to his
aura of power. She had a feeling he
wasn’t quite as nice and steady as Todd.
Still, she felt a pang of disappointment that the auditor wouldn’t be
sticking around for long. There was
something about Douglas Bringer that made her want to get to know him better
despite that warning vibe of danger. Or
maybe it was because of it that she had too many crude thoughts, thoughts of
lying beneath him while he fucked her until she screamed.
Half
an hour after leaving the courthouse, Douglas pulled the car up to the front of
the rangers station of the Petrified Forest National Park. He gave Raven a smile.
“End
of my workday, Raven Virtue, heroine of the school year book. I’ll see you around tomorrow.”
“I
hope not.” She laughed at his surprised
look. “What I mean is, I hope I’m back
on patrol first thing in the morning. I
hate working behind the desk.”
The
auditor grinned. “Good luck on
that. If you do end up back on patrol,
don’t forget your time log.”
Raven
scowled at him. Accounting for every
minute of the entire workday had gotten old the first day. Knowing there were weeks more to go of the
nonsense made her feel tired in her head.
“You auditors know how to take the fun out of everything.” She softened then. “Thanks for listening to my many woes.”
Bringer
nodded, his strange and beautiful golden eyes never leaving her face. “No problem. Enjoy your evening, Raven.”
She
got out of the car. Quelling the urge to
watch Douglas drive away, she mounted the half dozen steps that took her into
the office.
This
was the heartbeat of the Park Service’s presence at the site, a place the public
never got to see unless they were filing a complaint, answering questions, or
under arrest. Desks of the rangers ran
the length of the room. There was a
break room from which the scent of years of coffee wafted forth, as well as
Superintendent Jackson’s office to Raven’s right. On the left was Dispatch, and Raven smiled a
little to see her friend Kimi Furio manning the lines tonight. At the back wall a hallway led to booking,
evidence impound, and holding cells.
In
the main office, most of the desks were empty.
The day shift had already gone, and the much smaller night shift had
come in and gone out on patrol. Raven
noted the Superintendent’s usually open door was closed, and the window that
allowed him to look out at the main office area was covered by blinds. The muted sounds of shouting blatted from
that direction. Raven smirked. She thought the voice might be Andy
Wolford’s.
A
soft, purring phone sex-ready voice rubbed Raven’s ear. “Someone’s getting fired.”
Raven
turned to see fellow ranger Kimi Furio standing behind her. At complete odds with her Japanese first and
Italian last names, she was blond, blue-eyed and fair-skinned. Like Raven, Kimi was an orphan. Unlike Raven, she’d been adopted, and her
name reflected her parents’ ancestries.
“Bringer
said Wolford would be getting the sack.
He’s got a lot of service years in, though. I’m still kind of surprised that it’s
happening,” Raven said. She tried not to
do a victory dance, not when the cost of getting rid of the bastard had come at
such a high price.
Kimi
snorted from her superior height of six feet.
She looked like a Norse goddess, long and slim and mighty in her dark
green uniform. “After that major Miranda
fuck up? Nothing is going to save his
job, especially considering the asshole that was just sprung because of
it. I’m sorry about your case.”
Raven
sighed heavily. Anger had drained away,
leaving only a sense of despondence.
“Yeah, it sucks. I wonder who the
poor sap is that will have to pick up the pieces of the investigation?”
Kimi
shrugged. “Not much left to work with,
is there? It’ll probably be closed
within the week. Wills won’t be stupid
enough to come back to park grounds to do his hunting. I bet he leaves the state altogether.”
“Probably.” Raven couldn’t keep the glumness out of her
voice. Wills would go somewhere else,
making sure authorities lost track of him.
Then people would begin disappearing again.
Kimi
gave her a hug. “Before he got into it
with Wolford, Jackson left a message for you to go on home. He’ll let you know what’s happening in the
morning.”
“Damn
it. I was hoping to find out I’d be out
on site patrolling.”
“Can’t
see why not. We’re dying for patrol
officers since the summer help went back to school.” Kimi stretched, and Raven looked at her long,
tall frame with envy. She was always
begging Kimi to let her borrow four inches.
Her
friend forced brightness into her voice.
“Hey, I’m off tomorrow night.
What do you say when you get off shift we blow it out? You deserve it after these last few weeks.”
Raven
grimaced. “I’d have to watch you drink,
girlfriend. I’m not off for three more
days.”
“That
works too.”
Raven
laughed and shook her head. “Yeah, why
not? I need a night out, even if I am
the designated driver. But you get to buy
me dinner first.”
Kimi
grinned, her heart-shaped face definitely happy now that she had a date. “Done.”
The phone in the dispatch office rang, and she gave Raven a wave goodbye
as she trotted in to answer it.
Yelling
in Jackson’s office had continued on unabated while they had conversed. Raven rolled her eyes at the closed door and
went to her desk. As always, her gaze
went to the pictures on her bulletin board.
Smiling from candid and studio portraits were the women Wills had taken
from their lives. He’d been bold enough
to give out their names, so Raven knew about all twenty, solving the who and
why of all those missing persons cases in a 100-mile radius. Everything but the where.
Human
slave trafficking. Had there ever been an uglier crime?
Twenty
women smiled at her. Wherever they were
now, Raven had no doubt they weren’t smiling anymore.
“Where did you
take them? Where are they, Wills?”
“Gone.”
“Gone where?”
His grin made
him look like the human equivalent of a shark.
“Just ... gone. It doesn’t
matter, because you’ll never find them.”
Yes,
Raven thought she could commit torture and murder when it came to that
bastard. God knows, she’d planned it
enough times since arresting Wills.
She
gathered her gun and other belongings she hadn’t been allowed to take into
court. Ready to go home and have a beer
or two – and maybe that soul-cleansing fuck she’d decided Todd needed to grant
her – she went out to her personal car, a Ford SUV. Minutes later, she was driving through the
petrified tree-littered desert on her way home to park housing.
She
felt better and better the closer she got to home. There would be no more Wolford, no more
partner at all, and she might even be back out patrolling tomorrow. She decided she might as well put aside her
angst and embrace the potential good ahead of her.
I was hesitating to buy this book because, as much as I love the Kalqorian books, some of the most kinky and violent aspects of the first few Kalqorians made me a little uncomfortable and you did warn us that there is a lot of that in this book. However, censorship like this makes me more uncomfortable yet. Now I'll buy the book just to put one in the eye of those who think to tell me what I can and cannot read. (Petty I suppose and I'm sure the censors are unimpressed with my temper tantrum but we do what we can.)
ReplyDeleteHave I mentioned I love you? Thanks so much for the support! This move by Amazon is affecting sales, and I am trying to find out exactly what ran afoul of their censorship program. The cover? The content? They have yet to tell me. Meanwhile, other books that don't fall within the 'mature content' guideline like '50 Shades' and tons of other erotica are not being targeted. I guess these are children's bedtime stories?
DeleteI agree with skuest. I hadn't planned to buy this book right now as I just started grad school and am rather overloaded with reading material, but I absolutely cannot STAND for anyone to try to tell me what I may or may not read. I just bought the book and will read it later when I have time. That's to you censors!
ReplyDeleteThanks so much for the support! A few others have told me they are writing letters (or emails) of complaint against Amazon singling out this particular book. I don't know if it will help, but I certainly appreciate everyone being so good to me.
DeleteGood luck to you in grad school! I hope you do well and don't get too overwhelmed. Take care!
Thank you for the well-wishes, Tracy, I shall certainly try not to. :-) I'll also follow the example of others and write a complaint to Amazon.
ReplyDeleteForget the "50 Shades" series, how about "Romeo and Juliet" with Juliet not having yet "seen the turn of 14 summers?" So....she's 13 and having sex with Romeo? Where're the outcries against kiddy porn?!? Or "The Taming of the Shrew," which is certainly an example of "forced seduction?" Or "The Merchant of Venice?" A prime example of blatant anti-Semitism. What's next?!? Mein Kampf?!? Oh wait, I forgot, that's already available on Amazon. Or, my personal favorite, "Othello." Domestic abuse so extreme it results in murder. Why aren't any of these works banned?
Please don't anyone misunderstand me, I most definitely am NOT trying to make light of these EXTREMELY serious problems in our society, or to trivialize the pain of anyone who has survived such experiences. I am only trying to illustrate the painfully obvious double standard that always seems to come into play when the morality police start deciding what we ignorant masses should and should not have access to. Thank you very much for your concern about my mental and emotional well-being, but I am perfectly capable (as a fully functioning adult human being) to decide such matters for myself!