Egilka
yanked his arm free of the prince’s grip. His fists clenched, he shouted, “You
stupid child! You nearly got noosed out
there. Do you think anyone of those
people around us would have stopped it? Those
Tragooms would have dragged your ass back to their Bi’isil master and the rest
would have cheered the entertainment.”
Clajak
had the nerve to look as if Egilka had disappointed him. His tone was every bit
as chastising as the Imdiko’s. “At least I could have claimed to have had some
fun before it all ended. Life is more
than just duty and promises, Egilka. Do you really think your sister wanted you
to lock yourself away from life in her memory?”
Egilka
inhaled sharply. “You shut your mouth about her!”
“Why?
If Cyrt loved you half as much as you loved her, she’d be beating you over the
head right now, trying to knock some sense into you. She’d want you to live,
damn it!”
“I am
living!”
“No
you’re not. You don’t even know the meaning of the word.” Clajak flicked his
hand at Egilka dismissively.
The
Imdiko wished he had the strength and skill to whip the man. “So tell me, oh
great sage of Kalquor. What does living mean? Fucking all the time? Goofing
off? Running away from your duty?”
Clajak’s
expression hardened. “Sometimes.
Sometimes it means daring to come out from behind your lab and delaying
doing what your elders tell you to do.
Even if I did end up a slave on Bi’is, that wouldn’t end Kalquor. Being a prince doesn’t make me that much
different from you in that regard.”
Egilka
had heard enough. It was obvious that Clajak didn’t care he’d brushed up
against certain doom only minutes ago. The Imdiko couldn’t figure him out or
how to make him behave like the royalty he’d been born to.
All at once,
Egilka didn’t want to be anywhere around Clajak. Ever. It wasn’t worth the hurt
that had sprung up unbidden and unexpected in his heart.
He made
his own dismissive gesture. “Fuck you. You want to see me turn my back on duty?
Fine. I’m going home and seeing if our contract can be dissolved. I don’t want
you for a Dramok.”
He
turned away, refusing to believe he’d seen Clajak’s expression turn devastated.
It hadn’t. All Clajak cared about was himself. His thoughts seething, Egilka
headed back the way he’d come in, pressing against the wildly hopping
Dantovonian bodies.
Releasing mid-December 2015
I really can't wait to read this one Tracy. December is just way to long to wait!
ReplyDeleteI think I enjoyed writing this one more than any other book in a long time. I hope everyone gets as much out of it as I have!
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