Wednesday, August 7, 2024

Time to Retire?

 Hi all. I hope you've been enjoying Dark Empire Book Five: Desperate Measures. I'm delighted your patronage put it on a couple of Amazon's bestseller categories. It means so much to me.

Unfortunately, the time has come to emerge from my beloved fictional worlds and face reality. Since graduating high school, my special needs son, who is currently unable to work or attend college, has been demanding more of my time and energy. I was already overwhelmed by the responsibilities I had, so this has been a rocky adjustment period. 

I live in Georgia, which is sixth from the bottom in the U.S. for disability services. When a child with intellectual disabilities enters adulthood, the situation becomes worse. It's as if the state declares him or her as magically cured at the age of eighteen and leaves them out to dry. There are a few options, but it's a massive bureaucratic fight to access services to assist my son and family so I have the time to devote to writing.

Thus, I'm considering semi-retirement. I can still fit in some writing, but the books would be released at a rate of only one a year...two, if I'm really lucky. In such a case, I'd be doing other work that isn't quite as time-consuming as writing in order to meet my responsibilities as a mother and guardian. 

I am weighing some options that will allow me to earn a livelihood. Among the choices I have, Patreon would give me access to an income while affording readers consistent monthly material to enjoy...and allow me time to meet my son's needs. Using Patreon, I could produce in small but steady increments of writing, blogs, first-looks at books still being written, etc. I might be able to afford a caregiver for a few hours a day, during which I'd be able to write books at the rate we're accustomed to and make semi-retirement unnecessary. It's a thought, and I'm researching it among my other income possibilities.

No decision has been made yet as to where I go from here. I still have books I've begun and plan to finish, such as Clans of Kalquor 13: Alien Haven, the fiftieth book in the Kalquor Universe. I'm hoping to have that particular book out by the end of the year. If I do decide on semi-retirement from writing, it won't come until 2025.

No matter the final decision, I thank you for having followed Kalquor's journey for so long. It is truly a delight to write for all of you. You have my gratitude and love for making my life as an author possible. Thank you so very, very much.

Tracy

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  1. Tracy, I just wanted to pop over here real quickly and say: If you need to slow down, do it. But please don't stop. I saw this post when you first made it because I always kept an eye out for your Wednesday updates. I didn't say anything then because I figured it wouldn't matter or it would be an imposition in some way. I regret that. So I'm throwing this out there now. I can only speak for myself, but your writing is truly something special. I use reading as a form of escapism and I've read quite a bit of sci-fi romance to take the edge off of undergrad and law school. I have loved your work from the jump. You have a way of making each and every character their own fully fleshed out, nuanced, and unique individual. Your world building is top tier, full stop. The amount of daydream fodder and food for thought that come from the discussions underlying your books (regarding religion, politics, gender, sexuality, sex-work, rape culture, victim shaming/blaming, philosophy, morals, ethics, personal growth, and the need to question what we consider "standard") are somehow both incredibly current and utterly timeless. I love your books, your characters, and your world. I absolutely understand that family come first and real world needs take priority over this wonderful dreamscape you've conjured. But I just love your work. I sincerely hope that you can continue to expand both this wonderful universe and the minds of readers everywhere with more of your Kalquor Clans and the people who love them. But in case you just can't, I want to say: Thank You.

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    1. Hi Hannah! I'm just now seeing this, so please excuse the late reply. Thank you so much for the kind words. And they absolutely do matter; I truly appreciate all you said. I am continuing to write, but it is taking longer. I can't imagine not writing, even if it's only an hour here and there. The stories will keep coming, it'll just take me longer to finish them.

      Again, thank you so much and take care.

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