Friday, August 31, 2012

First Four Friday - Alien Redemption (Clans of Kalquor 6)

 Chapter 2

             Erybet commed ahead to the Matara they were supposed to be meeting this very moment, a woman named Maria.  Fortunately she was running late too.  “No problem,” came her bright voice over the com.  “I’ll see you in fifteen minutes.”

Coming in November

Wednesday, August 29, 2012

WIP Wednesday: To Protect and Service: Ravenous Virtue

I'm now outlining the first of a planned trilogy of interdimensional BDSM stories.  The basic premise is  National Park Service Ranger Raven Virtue is on patrol when she gets involved in a gun battle with a strung-out war vet.  Dying on the side of the road, she's offered a chance to live by a man she thinks she knows.  There's one catch:  she becomes the protector and property of another man on an alternate dimension.  And the guy making the offer?  An intersex alien who can take on the appearance of anyone he/she wants to.

Raven ends up in an alternate universe where frontier justice rules.  There she finds a ruthless adversary she thought had slipped through her fingers.  With her savior Daagiis and their owner Vandeen, she has the chance to stop her enemy and a monstrous interstellar corporation from taking people from Earth to make into slaves.  However, her companions are not the most gentle of creatures, neither with her nor each other.  Daagiis and Vandeen are embroiled in a battle for supremacy even as they cling to one another with fierce devotion.  Caught between the two dominants, Raven must come to terms with a new life and a new definition of love that sometimes leaves marks.
This book will be full-on BDSM with punishment, questionable consent, bondage, D/s, so on and so forth.  If the rougher situations of the Clans of Kalquor series made you squeamish, this won't be for you.  If homoerotic aspects are not your cup of tea, this also won't be for you.  For the rest of us, I'm hoping you'll enjoy the ride.

Tuesday, August 28, 2012

Tutorial Tuesday - The Naughty Bits: Too Hot, Too Cold, or Just Right?

Okay, so we’re writing erotica. That means sex plays an integral part in the story. But how much sex? How do you gauge how often the characters should be intertwined in lustful pleasuring?

There’s no real formula for this, unfortunately. Figuring out when a romp should take place really depends on your story, as well as on your preferences. Only you can make that call, because in my opinion, this is truly a subjective issue. I cannot tell you that because your novel is 75,000 words, sex should take place x number of times. You have to listen to your story’s flow, feel its beat, and let the characters fall on the bed (or whatever horizontal surface they find themselves conveniently near) where they will.

Yes, I realize I’m not being a big help here. But I’ve seen novel-length erotica with only one scene of full intercourse taking place at the end (with plenty of hot near encounters sprinkled liberally through the story). There have been books with sex happening every few pages. It’s all labeled erotica, and reader comments on sites like Amazon have all taken issue with there being too much or too little steam in many of this genre’s offerings.

Case in point: I freely admit to being on the ‘more is better’ side when it comes to sex scenes. I love these encounters, and I make sure sensual pleasure is a high priority for my characters. My scenes are detailed for the most part and explicit with every nuance. Sure, the story is important to me but in my view, this is erotica so let your freak flag fly and fly often. Some readers have taken issue with that. If you want to see a funny tug of war going on, head over to Alien Embrace’s Amazon page and read the reviews. Several readers complained about there being too much sex, like this comment: “I think this writer has great potential and overall it was enjoyable, but this had waaaay too much sex in it.” Then others countered with the advice that perhaps those readers who had found the amount of sex objectionable might be better off reading another genre: “The sex was intense, and there was definitely a lot of it. If that isn't your cup of tea, maybe try browsing titles not labeled 'erotic'? hmmm...”
My thoughts exactly, especially when I read the critique that one reader at the Goodreads site flipped past all the sex scenes to get to the story, and complained about having to do so! But that’s not the point here. The point is, the amount of sex you put in your erotica is going to have to please you, because you can’t make everyone happy. We all have different tastes, and no one book is going to meet those tastes. So write your story, write it well, and let your characters have as much sex as they and you like.

Sunday, August 26, 2012

Six Sentence Sunday - Alien Redemption (Clans of Kalquor 6)

            Erybet gave her a surprised but delighted smile.  “You speak Kalquorian?”
            Rachel showed him how little by holding her hand up and indicating with a bare inch between her thumb and index finger.  That elicited chuckles from all the men, even the Nobek.
            Conyod asked her, “May I explain?”
            If he trusted them, she reasoned she could too.

Coming November

Friday, August 24, 2012

Waterlogged Electronics and What Turns Out to Be Important

So as you all know, I recently destroyed both my cell phone and my ultrabook in water-related disasters.  First of all, I utterly despise the phone.  The instant it rings, I automatically turn into a grumpy Nobek, snarling at this hated disruptor of my life.  I attribute this deep-seated antagonistic attitude to having Asperger's.  One of my many aspie quirks is an intense dislike of being interrupted.  And since I'm in the middle of doing something at all times, the phone ringing ALWAYS interrupts me.

So I honestly did not miss my cell phone and was a little chagrined when hubby got me a new one.  It is a necessary evil, especially since I need it on hand in case my autistic son's school has to reach me quickly (which happens about twice a month -- the kid gets into everything and it's usually the school nurse on the line).  Doesn't mean I like it though.

The computer though -- ouch.  Especially since I got it so recently.  I hate wasting money even more than my phone ringing.  That was an expensive dunk it took.  Even now, I could kick my own ass for being such a klutz. 

In all honesty, the computer had several glitches that drove me a little nuts.  My advice to you all is to avoid Acer products -- this is the second glitchy computer I've had from that brand.  I am not going to buy them again.  Anyway, cantankerous or not, it was a brand new computer and I had several little items on the hard drive that I hadn't backed up.  Not the books -- good heavens, no.  I back up my books and WIPs in several different places after each and every change.  If I lost any of that work, I'd swan dive off a tall building somewhere.  But I did lose some stuff I would have rather kept.  I still might get it back; my trusted tech gal is trying to salvage the hard drive.  I can't depend on that though, and I have cried over the loss of work and money. 

So I was stuck for a few days on the oldest Toshiba laptop in existence.  Talk about a dinosaur.  And it hates the Internet.  It took patience, a collection of curse words, and pixie dust to make it connect to the web at all.  Then to keep it up for more than two minutes?  Yeah, right.  So I had to limit my forays into the world wide web.  No blogging.  Next to no Facebook.  Checking email once a day.  All the Tosh could reliably handle was Microsoft Word and me upping my word count on various projects.

The first day of this five-day enforced exile was a little shaky, I admit.  I wondered what I was missing.  What everyone else was doing.  Who had sent me a message.  How my book sales were going with me not there to check them twice a day.  I wondered if anyone missed my blog. 

But it wasn't too bad, to be honest.  I concentrated on my writing.  By Day Two, my life was humming along quite smoothly (when the phone didn't ring).  Though I didn't have those pieces that had been taking up a large portion of my day, I had what really mattered.  I had the books I was working on.  I had lusty aliens, horny women, and situations sexual and dangerous.  I had a serial killer to catch, Tragooms to kill, and men to seduce.

I'm glad to be back among you again in this 'net world we live in these days.  I can get back to promoting and marketing, which for me equals grocery money.  But I had gotten to the point recently where I worried how much of my writing I was doing for the cash.  I don't have another job.  This is how I make my living.  And I had begun to wonder how much of it I still did for the simple love of creating. 

It turns out all of my writing is done out of love.  Separated from the business end of producing books for a little while, I found supreme delight in writing just because I was writing.  Because I love my characters.  Because I love the worlds I construct.  Writing really does make me happy.  Deliriously happy.

Money is good.  The occasional glowing review is good.  Hearing from the readers how much they enjoy my work is GREAT.  But in the end, I'm writing what I love and love what I'm writing.  I know now for a fact if no one ever bought another copy of my books, I'd still be doing it.

RIP, you poor drowned Acer ultrabook.  And thanks for the sacrifice to let me know I'm still in this for all the right reasons.  Plus, I got a really awesome Samsung with no weird glitches now. 

And Tracy wrote happily ever after.

First Four Friday - Alien Rule (Clans of Kalquor 2)

Chapter 10

            "I hate it," Jessica grumbled.
            "Really?  Which one?" Michaela asked, her surprised voice bringing Jessica back to her surroundings.

Available through Kindle, Nook, and Smashwords

Wednesday, August 22, 2012

WIP Wednesday - Clan Beginnings 1: To Clan and Conquer

Longterm relationships all endure their bumps.  It's when a sense of apathy creeps in that one might question if it's worth pursuing.  Lidon doesn't exactly seem like a devoted Nobek when he contemplates longtime lover Dramok Piras:

He looked over at Piras.  The Dramok slept like a rock, fortunately.  He lightly snored now, arms and legs slung wide, hogging the sleeping mat as he often did.  The bed surface was clan-sized, big enough for three men and their Matara, should they be so lucky as to have a rare female in their number.  Still, Piras managed to take up most of it.  Lidon had rolled to the edge to escape, ending up on his bad right leg.

The Nobek’s gaze wandered over the other man’s body, uncovered by the linens to the waist.  Piras was a long, lean, graceful male, tall and elegant to look at.  His strong jaw was somewhat at odds with the rest of his delicate face.  It probably came from the fact he ground his teeth together so much in near-constant frustration.  Those jaw muscles had gotten quite the workout in the last three decades.  Piras was easily annoyed, and it was often because of Lidon.

Lidon’s expression as he looked over his longtime lover was a mix of affection and irritation.  He debated waking Piras for sex, since he knew he wouldn’t be sleeping for the rest of the night.  It would be good to fuck out some of the angst from the nightmare, and Piras was never adverse to being on the bottom.  However, he was adverse to missing out on sleep.  Deprive him of even an hour of his usual rest, and he would be a vicious brute to his crew during his entire shift.  For such a docile lover, the captain was an unmitigated bastard outside the sleeping room.

 M/M/M erotica coming this winter


Tuesday, August 21, 2012

Tutorial Tuesday - The Naughty Bits: Pulling a Double

A rule I’ve heard when it comes to writing is to make sure that at least two things are going on at once.  Such as during dialogue, incorporate action.  During exposition, insert some characterization.  During sex, have something else happening at the same time.  Yes, even sex has to pull double duty in your story.
I covered this a little bit last week when I discussed how characters must want something besides just the physical thrill of getting it on.  Besides the wants, what other things can the sex scene show us?
For one thing, it can bring character strengths and weaknesses to the fore.  From the selfish lover who ignores her partner’s pleasure in achieving her own to the selfless girlfriend who incorporates every trick in the book to satisfy hers; sex should tell us more about the people we’re dealing with.  Is Ms. Perfection more worried about how she didn’t get a chance to shave her legs today than enjoying her carnal encounter?  Is Mr. Lack of Self Esteem apologizing for his mere seven inches of manhood?  Is Ms. Obsessive-Compulsive thinking about her to-do list while her partner sweats to make her come?
In Alien Embrace, Rajhir and Flencik’s differing personalities are highlighted as they make love to Amelia.  Rajhir is commanding and take charge, while Flencik’s softer mien comes through:
                Flencik covered her face with kisses.   “It will no hurt in bad way, little one,” he said.  He cupped her head in his hands and smiled gentle reassurance.  “Relax.  Enjoy.  You discover great pleasure.  We satisfy needs you are no told.”
            “I’m not allowed.  It’s against Earth law to ...”
            “We are no on Earth,” Rajhir said, his tone no-nonsense with finality.  He pressed himself against her, and his slick members inched their way into her, forcing past the tightness.  His hands gripped her hips, holding her still for his invasion.
The sex scene is also a good way to bring to a head all that has brought the characters to this point.  Are they delighting in being together after a long separation?  Realizing with disappointment that this was not what they were hoping for after all?  Wondering what in the world they’re doing here having sex with this person?
In Alien Rule, Jessica’s temper keeps getting her in trouble with the Imperial Clan.  Pissing off Prince Egilka, who already doesn’t like Earther women, has resulted in him taking her to a private place where he can show her the error of her ways.  Both are in for a surprise when anger turns into arousal, leading them to knowing each other better than either had planned or wanted:
Egilka withdrew moments later, holding her swaying body upright.  His long fingers ran over her lips.  “Soft,” he breathed.  She closed her eyes, enjoying the butterfly sensation of such a delicate touch.  Swept up in the bite’s euphoria, she ran her hands over his torso.  He was the tallest of the clan, his muscles leaner than the other two.  She liked the sinuous feel of him.
He bent towards her, and she lifted her mouth to his.  His lips stroked over hers, and his mustache and goatee were luxuriant against her face, not bristly as she’d expected.
He kissed her with slow tenderness, as if savoring a fine wine.  As his lips moved over hers, her lower body tightened in anticipation.  His hands cupped the back of her head.  She wrapped her arms around him, feeling the hard muscles of his back.  She traced the line of his spine with her fingertips as his hands drifted down her neck, shoulders, and back.  His touch slid over the roundness of her buttocks and pulled her even closer to himself.
His tongue slipped into her mouth.  He savored her so thoroughly she was left gasping.  She’d never expected gentleness from one of his kind. 
He stepped back and tugged at her blouse, untucking it from her skirt.  She raised her arms over her head, and he lifted the fabric from her.  She shivered, the brisk air chilling her.
“I’ll warm you,” his voice soothed.  She sensed movement in the dark, heard small sounds as he undressed.  His arms came around her to wrap her in his embrace, and she snuggled into the heat of his bare skin.  His penises were hard against their bellies, sandwiched between their bodies.
He returned to sipping kisses from her lips while his hands busied themselves with her bra clasp.  He set her breasts free, and the soft mounds flattened against the steel of his chest.
Jessica’s hands roamed everywhere she could reach, seeking to devour him with touch alone.  Egilka’s body was a delight, his hot skin smooth and corded with ropey muscle.  She couldn’t get enough of feeling his hard body against her.

The sex scene can also be a jumping off point for what comes after in your story.   The way a character feels she’s being treated by her lover will go far in how she relates to him in the future.  Think about how a woman who was made love to with apathy will cope afterwards with a non-sexy, but intellectually stimulating person who adores her.  What about the guy who has caused her no end of grief in her professional life, but behind bedroom doors is the greatest lay she’s ever had?  What cans of worms will these scenarios open once the sex is done?
In Alien Salvation, inexperienced Lindsey doesn’t expect much when it comes to sex with the Kalquorians.  When they prove to be adept and conscientious lovers, her reluctant attitude about the three men changes.  This sets the tone of the book as their relationship grows.

Both shuddered as the last spasms rippled through their bodies.  Japohn pulled free of Lindsey, laying her down fully before crashing onto the bed beside her.
The other two Kalquorians joined them, laughingly applauding as they too lounged on the bed.   Lindsey found herself sandwiched between Japohn and Bacoj, with Vax curled against Bacoj’s back.  They snuggled with her like a litter of companionable puppies.
            Lindsey wondered how long it would take them to repair their ship and continue on their way.  She found herself hoping it might be awhile.  She wouldn’t mind hanging out with this particular clan a little longer.

Have your sex scenes pull a little extra weight for your story, and you’ll find them not just fulfilling but exceeding expectations.  As the saying goes, ‘double your pleasure, double your fun’.

Monday, August 20, 2012

Trying to Come Back

Okay, so doofus, klutzy me accidentally dumped a big glass of water all over my ultrabook (Christmas prez from the hubby).  Two weeks ago, I sent my cell phone through the washing machine.  Apparently, my subconscious wants to drown all technology. 

I am now trying to make things work on an ancient laptop that weighs almost as much as I do and jumps off the web every minute or so.  I will attempt to get back to blogging on this dinosaur, and hope it doesn't go extinct before I get a new computer.  At least it allows me to keep up on my writing, which is going quite well, by the way.  Alien Redemption is ready for a round of filling in the story, corrections, and re-writes.  To Clan and Conquer's first draft is underway.  New book To Protect and Service:  Ravenous Virtue is being outlined (more on that later).  And I have a surprise for you all up my sleeve that you will find out in a couple of months, if all goes well.

So Tutorial Tuesday will hopefully be up tomorrow if this hideous beast I type on now can hold out.  If a blog doesn't show, you know I'm burying another body -- oops, I mean computer -- in the backyard.

Thursday, August 16, 2012

Offline for a day or two

After inadverdently giving my computer a bath, I don't have regular access to the 'net.  I will not be blogging or answering emails, messages, FB, etc. until the computer is fixed or replaced.  See you all as soon as I can!

Wednesday, August 15, 2012

WIP Wednesday – Alien Redemption (Clans of Kalquor 6)

Trouble, trouble everywhere for Dramok Erybet.  He’s not a happy man these days.

            It was their third attempt to attract a mate for their clan.  A third hope for Erybet that having a woman to devote themselves to, to protect, to care for, would at last fix his broken clan.
            He could understand Sletran’s difficulty in reaching out.  The man was still in shock from the war.  No, not the war.  True, the fighting had been terrible.  But it was what came after, when Earth had fallen and all that was left to do was clean up the aftermath.  That was when hell had truly begun.
            But Conyod was being stubborn.  He refused to see that with his clanmates bound to secrecy by their superiors that a new, fresh start was needed.  A fresh start a Matara could bring.   Yet he kept dragging his feet when it came to attracting one, even though their chance was beginning to fade. 
            It was hard for a clan to come up on the lottery that allowed them the opportunity to add a childbearer to their group.  Kalquorian women were rare, fertile ones of childbearing age almost nonexistent.  Few Earther women from the nearly annihilated race were willing to choose Kalquorians over their own kind.  It took a lot of luck just to get the chance to impress one.  And the lottery only allowed a clan five chances to do so before the opportunity passed them by.
            If his Imdiko would just cooperate!
            Erybet was distracted from his angry thoughts at the sounds of sobbing.  Coming down the hall towards them was an orderly escorting a young, crying woman.  The medic had an arm around her thin, shaking shoulders and whispered gently to her as they walked.  Her gaze was locked on Erybet and Sletran, and she began to resist coming closer to them.
            Erybet realized he had clenched his fists at his sides, so upsetting were his ruminations.  He quickly released the tension in his body and slowed his progress.  He gave his gentlest smile to the poor little blonde, whose black-hollowed eyes gave her frightened face the visage of a skull. 
            He didn’t often visit Conyod at his work.  Seeing the damaged Mataras from Earth, the ones who’d endured so much trauma that they couldn’t join the lottery or be returned to the scattered Earther colonies, was hard.  Looking into haunted eyes of such fragile creatures made him hurt.
            Better than seeing them ripped apart physically, his mind whispered.  Like the ones at New Bethlehem after you gave the order…
            Erybet’s mind skittered from the memory.  He would not think about that.  Would not.
            Now the young woman was trying to hide behind the orderly.  He continued to whisper gently to her, but she wanted nowhere near the unfamiliar Kalquorians.  The orderly smiled apologetically at Erybet and Sletran, shrugging a little.  “It’s all right, Matara.  No one wants to hurt you.”
            Erybet glanced at Sletran.  His Nobek had emerged from his emotionless state enough to look stricken.  Erybet hoped it was only because seeing a crying woman was so awful, and not because Sletran was remembering New Bethlehem too. 
            Not daring to look at his clanmate for too long lest Sletran take the attention the wrong way, Erybet stepped close to the orderly and his patient.  Sletran stayed close to his side.  They bowed deeply to the frightened Matara. 
            Taking his cue from the orderly’s whispering, Erybet very quietly said, “Good evening, Matara.  Please accept my apologies if our appearance frightens you.  I hope you have a pleasant night.”
            For a wonder, Sletran also spoke.  His voice was soothing in its deep tones.  “I too apologize for having upset you, Matara.  We will be on our way and distress you no more.”
            She abruptly stopped crying, her eyes wide and wondering as she looked at them.  The orderly chuckled.  “See?  There’s no one to be afraid of here.  You’re just fine.”
            He nodded to Erybet and Sletran, ushering the woman past them.  She cast nervous but much calmer looks at them over her shoulder as she went.

Coming this November.

Tuesday, August 14, 2012

Tutorial Tuesday – The Naughty Bits: Tell Me What You Want

You know, sometimes we want sex simply for sex’s sake.  No hidden agenda, no drama, no particular reason except that sex feels good.  There’s absolutely nothing wrong with that in the real world. 

In fiction however, sex scenes aren’t just about getting your jollies.  Even in erotic fiction, readers get a little cranky when you throw in the gratuitous encounter.  It’s got to have meaning.  There’s got to be a reason why the characters are falling into bed once again, and just being horny isn’t enough.

Your characters have to want something besides an orgasm.  And they have to want it with such intensity that your readers are swept up in the emotion.

What your characters desire can be something as simple as the comfort of being held after a hard day at work.  Or it can be as earth shattering as the desperate need to belong, even if they know they’re deluding themselves.  What matters most of all is that your characters must want this goal above anything else at the moment.  It must drive them and their lovemaking.

In Alien Slave, Dani has never had anyone in her life she could trust.  She’s so needy to be cared for and to matter to someone that she consciously uses sex to achieve this illusion.  Even when she’s with Kalquorians, men she considers enemies, she wants to be loved desperately enough that she lets go of her dislike just for that fleeting joy of being important to somebody else:

He rutted hard against her as he poured his rapture into her womb.  A part of Dani’s mind knew she would be sore later, but as the intoxicant injected by Krijero’s fangs sent euphoria through her, she didn’t care.  She loved this rough taking, loved how he dominated her and left her helpless against his passion.  Feeling her helplessness so keenly brought her anew, and she sobbed in gorgeous surrender.
My enemy, one part of her mind whispered.
My master.  My lover, another part said, besotted with intoxicant and orgasm.
The second voice was the one she went with.  It felt too good not to.
Sated, Krijero rolled over, bringing her with him so that she lay on top of his warm body.  His arms wrapped around her, cradling her in his strength.  Dani snuggled against him, wallowing in his warmth as if no Tragooms tracked them.  As if she wasn’t merely a slave, bought for his sexual pleasure.  As if she mattered to him the way a woman should matter to a man.
Dani fell asleep with a smile, Krijero’s heart’s bass boom lulling her.

When one character’s wants are in conflict with another’s, this can lend tension to your story, especially when it involves that act that leaves us so vulnerable.  Even if it’s something as innocuous as differing expectations for a sensual rendezvous, you’ve made the sex scene more intense.  Consider the underlying drama of a sex scene in which one partner is only looking to assure herself of her attractiveness and the other’s agenda is to gain a committed relationship.  Such conflicting goals not only feed the sex scene, but think about what these differing wants are going to mean when the sex is done.  And if one or both participants don’t get what they want, that’s all the more enthralling.

Which brings me to another point:  know what your characters want both in the next ten minutes and the next ten years.   There are immediate wants and future wants, and they all play a part in your setting, whether it’s a sex scene or not.  These wants drive the participants, so it’s important you understand what it is they are after.

There’s a reason humans rarely appreciate the present; we’re often caught up in what we want to happen in the future.  Use this foible of our condition to spark extra fires in your bedroom scenes.  It’s the wanting, not the getting, that often makes a scene come to life.

Sunday, August 12, 2012

Six Sentence Sunday – Alien Conquest (Clans of Kalquor 3)

Undermanned and outgunned.  Tranis looked at the vid of the Tragoom ship, a squat mishmash of other species’ ships cobbled together.  The vicious race wasn’t interested in developing its own technology; they preferred to steal everyone else’s.  He knew better than to be fooled by the almost comical assemblage of the approaching ship.  Tragooms were ugly, stupid-looking brutes, but they were cunning fighters.  One only had to look at Lidon’s leg to be reminded of that.

Available through Kindle, Amazon UK, Nook, Kobo, and Smashwords

Saturday, August 11, 2012

Interview with Dramok Erybet of Alien Redemption

Clans of Kalquor 6:  Alien Redemption is the book that just keeps going and going.  With a killer on the loose, a clan falling apart under the weight of their secrets, and a woman trying to join the men of her dreams, it twists and turns like no other book I’ve written.  
One of the reasons behind this complicated tale is Dramok Erybet.  Tall with delicate features that make him more beautiful than handsome, plus a high rank and respect from the Nobek-filled military, you’d think this guy’s life would be a walk in the park.  Unfortunately, Erybet’s got his share of problems, which he has grudgingly agreed to discuss.

Q:  Okay, Erybet.  So what’s got that gorgeous face so downcast?

A:  First and foremost, my clanmates.  My Nobek Sletran is having trouble adjusting after all he went through in the war, and our Imdiko Conyod isn’t helping make matters better.

Q:  But Conyod is a psychologist.  I’d think he’d be great at making things better for a veteran returning from the battlefield.

A:  You’d think so.  Instead, he’s being stubborn.  A jerk, if I may use an Earther insult.

Q:  Really?  In what way?

A:  Well, he wants to know what happened during the war to upset Sletran so badly.  I can understand that part.  But our mission was top secret, and we can’t talk about it, not even to him.

Q:  Even though the war is over?

A:  Unfortunately, that’s how it stands.  Instead of accepting this, he constantly badgers me to tell him what happened.  He doesn’t seem to care that I could be court-martialed if I give him classified information.

Q:  It sounds like he’s very worried about Sletran.

A:  I know he is.  But my hands are tied on the matter.  The one thing he could do to help our Nobek, he refuses to do.

Q:  Which is?

A:  We’ve come up on Kalquor’s lottery to pursue a Matara for our clan.  Having a female mate will give Sletran some badly needed goals.  He and I have been placed on a year’s leave to recover from the war, but everyone knows Nobeks don’t do well with unstructured time on their hands and no purpose to pursue.

Q:  But having a Matara would give Sletran something to work on?

A:  Absolutely.  Learning how best to provide a safe environment for a clan childbearer and seeing to her needs would give him something important to do again.  But Conyod keeps fouling up our attempts to attract an Earther female!

Q:  Has he given you a reason for this?

A:  He says Sletran needs to get better before he can be expected to properly care for a Matara.  That he can’t handle the responsibility in the shape he’s in.  I just can’t convince Conyod caring for a woman will make Sletran better.  Every time we meet with a potential mate, my Imdiko does something to undermine my efforts to draw her into our clan.

Q:  It sounds like you’re at a standoff.  

A:  We are.  He frustrates me to no end.  Meanwhile, Sletran only gets worse.  More disconnected.  It’s a mess.  This clan is a mess.

Q:  I’m sorry to hear that, Erybet.  I hope things get better for you soon.

A:  So do I.  We have an upcoming appointment with another Matara, a lovely woman named Marie.  I think she’d be wonderful for our clan, especially Sletran.  If Conyod messes this up, I’ll … I’ll … oh hell.  I don’t know what I’ll do.  Conyod keeps saying we’re not the men he clanned with.  That he doesn’t know us anymore.  I know he’s hurting as much as I am.  He drinks too much, and he works late hours to avoid us.  Every time I try to talk to him, we end up fighting.  

Q:  You guys need help.

A:  I should be able to handle this, to make it right.  I’m supposed to be able to lead my clan, to keep it functioning well.  But it’s falling apart.  If we don’t find a Matara to bring us back together, I can’t imagine what will happen to us.

We'll find out what happens to Erybet's clan in November, when Alien Redemption comes out.

Friday, August 10, 2012

Netherworld III: Once Bitten Twice Dead Release News

Now available!  Your copy awaits for Kindle, Nook, and at Smashwords.

Brandilynn Payson has been through some tough times since dying, and she's ready to take a break from the drama of the paranormal world.  Unfortunately, time has run out on her tense ménage with vampire Tristan Keith and fellow ghost Dan Saling.  It's time to pick her one-and-only, and Brandilynn is distraught that she will have to lose one of the men she loves.

Adding to the heartache, a new threat has come to Fulton Falls.  Norms and paranormals alike are being attacked by an unknown menace and turned into zombies.  Ghosts are disappearing all over the netherworld.  The mystery deepens as a devoted friend betrays her.  Then the man she thought she could always count on turns his back on her.  And when Brandilynn faces off with an ancient evil that leaves no survivors, she becomes the one thing she fears most.

Warning:  Sexually explicit scenes and adult language may be offensive to some readers.   This book contains BDSM elements of questionable consent, bondage, spanking, and Dom/sub play. 

Chapter 1

Tipsy and giggly, I sat in a grassy clearing in the middle of a stand of pine trees.  I was near the electrical station off Highway 303 in Fulton Falls, Georgia.  The hum of transformers and distant traffic was a monotonous tone, hardly even noticed now that the five of us had been here for well over an hour.
We’d just finished a midnight Girls Only Thanksgiving Feast Dinner, or ‘GOT F’D up’ as Isabella had dubbed it.  With only scraps of food left from our nocturnal picnic, we were a happy bunch of hens indeed.  Sitting on blankets, three of the five of us huddled against the cooling night.  We gathered around a spread bed sheet under the illumination of a full moon and security lights. 
Lana Minchew, a roly-poly forty-something, her dyed blond hair styled in improbable Shirley Temple corkscrew curls, sighed and rubbed her belly.  “Taylor, your amazing cooking has given me another five pounds to whine about.  You are incredible.”
Isabella Rodriguez and I raised our champagne glasses, saluting Taylor Allen in complete agreement.  Isabella, another cuddly lady who I thought of as the quintessential image of a Hispanic mom, had allowed me to inhabit her body to sample Taylor’s stellar cuisine.   
You read that right.  Isabella is a channel, and I’m a ghost.  My name is Brandilynn Payson, and I’ve been dead for around eight months now.
Patricia Keith, who’d been forced to spit out the delicious food after each taste, raised her bottle of Blood Potion No. 9 to the rest of us.  Cool and elegant, she reminds me of a young black-haired Katherine Hepburn.  Regal as ever, she’d managed to be subtle about getting rid of her tiny nibbles of the superb meal.  Vampires cannot digest solid stuff.
With a cold smile, her glamour keeping it from turning too toothy, she toasted us.  “Happy Thanksgiving to all my favorite turkeys … you four.”
We groaned and laughed, raising our glasses in kind.  Isabella and Lana, along with Patricia’s trim and buttoned-up-tight girlfriend Taylor, raised their glasses of Dom Perignon.  I had a bottle of 1908 Pol Roger to myself, courtesy of the memory of a dead sommelier at the King George Hotel.  We were all a little drunk except Isabella, who still sipped from her first flute.  Patricia had gone through six bottles of blood, making her almost serene. 
As a ghost I don’t get drunk from alcohol.  My buzz came from the nearby electrical station. The power feed had me not only feeling happy, it also allowed my companions to see and hear me.  Spirits are usually invisible to the living and undead.
In honor of the holiday, clairvoyant Taylor had eschewed her usual uniform of polo shirt and crisp creased pants.  She always looks neat, but she’s not one to fuss over her appearance.  Tonight she had actually curled her short brown cap of hair and looked lovely in black tuxedo slacks and a silk button-down blouse.  Her leopard print ballet flats were a cool bit of flash, and the coral colored shirt set off her still-tanned skin to advantage.  The town of Fulton Falls, located on the coast of southeast Georgia, is generous with the warmth and sun late into autumn.  It’s no stretch for the living to maintain a bit of bronze even up to December. 
Taylor grinned at me from across the blanket that held the sad carcass of the turkey she’d brined and roasted to perfection.  “Brandilynn, you never gave us your list of what you’re thankful for.”  She suddenly grimaced, realizing how that must sound.  Shamefaced, she added, “I guess that’s to be expected, after the year you had.”
I didn’t take offense.  Shaking my long copper-red hair back, I waved off her embarrassment.  “I am thankful though.  My murderer is dead, no one’s trying to kill anyone I like, and I’ve got such charming, gorgeous, and witty friends…”
That earned a round of laughter.  Our resident psychic Lana nodded, her curls springing like yellow Slinkies.  “True, true.”  The psychic is one of the few breathing people who can hear and sense me even when I’m not soaked in electromagnetic energy.  She was typically over the top in a brown and green horror of a sweater.  Pilgrims, Indians, and turkeys circled her pudgy waist.  Red polyester pants joined the ensemble.  Coco Chanel is weeping somewhere.  Thank goodness Lana is enough of a sweetheart that her hideous fashion sense can be forgiven.
“You forgot smart,” Isabella informed me, which earned cheers.  Her long black hair was twined in a French braid, and her pale pink eyelet dress with the white hand-knitted shawl was perfectly adorable.
Can you tell I love clothes?
It was Patricia who pointed out the best and worst part of my afterlife.  “Plus you have a couple of men who absolutely adore you.”
“Yes.  I have that.”  I looked away, smoothing my hands over my green pencil skirt which went so well with my ivory blouse that featured a scalloped sweetheart neckline.  My two boyfriends were indeed something to be thankful for.  They were also behind a lot of angst and guilt for me.
The others went quiet.  They knew my struggle too well.
Lana can no more stand an uncomfortable silence than she can leave sparkly blue eyeshadow to fashion-challenged pre-teens.  “Still trying to decide?” she asked.
I sighed and shrugged.  “Well, look at my options.  It’s like trying to pick between a Porsche and a Ferrari.”
Patricia’s tone held no rancor despite being closer to my too-many men situation than she would like.  “You know my vote.”
I did indeed.  Her brother Tristan is one of my lovers, a vampire like herself.  She and I had already had the big talk about either committing to him or letting him go.  To give her credit, she does understand I’m not stringing Tristan along because I get a thrill out of it.  No, I am actually head over heels in love with two men.  Plus I have serious commitment issues when it comes to settling down with just one of them.
A lot of people have had to be really patient with me.  I’m not so stupid that I don’t realize there are limits to their patience though.  I have to make a decision soon.
Lana sighed theatrically.  “Some of us should be so lucky to have a problem like yours, Brandilynn.  Then again, I wouldn’t want to have to decide between Tristan and Dan.  Two handsome, smart, good men … on second thought, I would like to have those options!”
We chuckled at her effort to make light of what had become a very big problem for me.
Taylor laid her head on Patricia’s shoulder, looking up into the vampire’s near-black eyes.  “I can’t imagine loving two different people.  Not when one is so perfect for me.”
As Patricia tilted her face down to kiss her sweetheart, we all groaned with good-natured disgust at the mushy display.  I tried to ignore a little tremor of unease as lust made Patricia lose some control over her glamour, allowing her fangs to shimmer into view.  Just because one of my boyfriends is also a vampire doesn’t mean they don’t creep me out when their true nature is revealed.
 “Get a room!” Lana laughed.  “I hate being the only unattached member of this group.”
Fortunately for us non-sentimental types, Patricia’s cell phone chose that moment to ring.  Taylor blew an uncharacteristic raspberry as her girlfriend checked the caller’s I.D.
Patricia arched an eyebrow, flipping the phone open to answer.  “Speaking of Brandilynn’s harem … what’s up, Tristan?”
Isabella took another delicate sip of her still half-full glass.  “Boo.  No men.  This night is for the girls.”
Lana grinned as she rooted around our dinner’s remains for a deviled egg.  “He’s so needy when it comes to an election.”
Tristan Keith was currently the only paranormal member of Ford County’s Board of Commissioners.  A vacant spot in Georgia’s state legislature had him eyeing a representative seat in Atlanta.  Paras don’t usually do well with the majority of voters who are human.  However, Tristan’s recent involvement in stopping a nasty shapeshifting gang from killing thousands of humans as well as vampires had made him the frontrunner in the upcoming race.  
Isabella plopped a second slice of sweet potato pie onto her paper plate.  To Lana she sighed, “I’ve got news for you, my single friend.  Men are always needy.”
“Hear, hear,” I agreed.  Were they ever.
Patricia finished her low-voiced conversation and switched her phone off.  All the rare merriment had fled her expression.  “Tristan would like us all to return to the King George.  He says something bad has happened, but he won’t tell me what it is over the phone.”
Taylor huffed, champagne making her more emotive than usual.  “You vampires and your drama.  It’s Thanksgiving, for heaven’s sake.  No one is working tonight.”
Patricia stood, her pantsuit blameless despite her having sat on the ground for so long.  Even wrinkles don’t dare challenge that chick.  Her dark stare sobered us all.  “He’s really upset.”  To Taylor, she said, “Coming with me or riding with Isabella and Lana?”
Taylor stood and began to clean up the remains of our feast.  “It’s too cold to fly.  I’ll meet you there.” 
Patricia gave her a quick peck on the cheek, and then gathered herself to launch into the air.  With a superior smirk, both because I felt it and also wanted to take some of that grimness off her face I called, “Don’t be too slow.”
Vampires might be able to fly, but ghosts can materialize anywhere we want in the blink of an eye.  Being superior is fun.
Patricia wasn’t going to let me have the last word.  “Ha!   I remember all those wrong turns you used to take.  Aren’t you the one who ‘ported herself into a septic tank instead of the state aquarium?”
Oh yeah.  Cancel haughty disdain.  The stray thought of septic tanks instead of fish tanks had thrown me off course on my way to see the Titanic exhibit a couple of months ago.  That misdirection had caused no end of delight to my supposed friends. 
I stuck my tongue out at Patricia as she launched into the air.  She was just jealous I’d get to Tristan before her.
* * * *
I materialized at the place I’d dubbed ‘Para Central’.  It was actually the ballroom of the beautiful King George Hotel, which had been southeast Georgia’s premier party spot back when railroad barons were in vogue. 
The King George burned down in the Great Fire of ’36, only its ground floor surviving more or less intact.  Like most of the charred remains of Old Fulton Falls, it’s buried under the present town, forgotten by most of the living norms.  It’s gotten a second life as my sweetie Tristan’s headquarters.  He’s done a lot to restore the ground floor; some to its original grandeur, and some of it for functionality.
There are guest rooms for people to use for sleep and other things – wink, wink.  When I say ‘other things’, yes, I’m referring to sex.  But it’s mostly of the vampire variety, and unless you’re a blood groupie, it’s best I don’t share anymore than that.  For vampires, sex and blood-taking go hand in hand, and it’s utterly creepy.  ‘Nuff said. 
Those restored guest rooms aren’t fancy, not what you would have seen at the King George in its heyday.  To experience the hotel in all its finery, you have to be a ghost.  We dead enjoy this grand old hotel as it was, its spirit as solid to us as we are to each other.  Buildings, especially well-loved ones, can continue on in the spirit world.  It’s a joy to be able to experience the King George in all its former glory.
The newly rebuilt conference rooms and offices are thoroughly modern.  Tristan is forever holding meetings with his staff, my ambitious sweetie constantly brainstorming plans and plotting moves to further his and Fulton Falls’ combined fortunes.
His latest renovation project is the once-grand lobby of the King George.  As a ghost, I still see it as it was:  the huge gold-and-crystal chandelier, the patterned marble tiled floor, the burgundy and gold wallpaper, and the gleaming white staircase that leads to the floors above.  The giant fireplace always crackles with warmth, and fine furnishings allow the dead to lounge in the opulent surroundings.  At the desk, a wonderful man named Charles greets everyone, his smile welcoming beneath his waxed mustache.
Work started just a couple of weeks ago to return the real world’s charred and debris-cluttered lobby to its original splendor.  Contractors have begun to replace burnt timber, and we dead often hear the eye-watering racket of buzz saws, the head-splitting thunder of hammers, the crash of large things tumbling, the roar of the generator that powers their tools.  Once in awhile the living world appears in our midst even as we appear to it because of the energy their work generates.  We stare at one another across the divide of death, the contractors with startled shock and us with eager curiosity. 
Just as the mundane human population knows it shares the world with vampires, shapeshifters, gargoyles, and other paranormal creatures, it knows some of the dead don’t go on to … wherever we’re supposed to be.  We just don’t appear to them that often.  Ghosts are rarer than Bigfoot sightings.
The King George’s ballroom where I stood has already been restored.  Large chandeliers hung over my head.  The dance floor was rich parquet wood.  There was a bandstand.  Two large wooden executive desks sat on its raised stage.  Also at odds with the sumptuous space were the three rows of utilitarian desks that marched across the room, covered with computers, paperwork, and telephones.  Welcome to Para Central, where about fifty of Fulton Falls’ nonhuman population gathers to work for County Commissioner Tristan Keith. 
It was a holiday, so the place was strangely quiet.  Only four solid people were in residence right now, gathered around Tristan’s desk on the bandstand.  Patricia’s desk was the other one that sat there.  To call Patricia Tristan’s right hand would be downplaying her importance to her brother.
            And speaking of tall, dark, handsome, and fanged, Tristan himself was among the tiny group.  His haircut and clothing still reflects the 1920’s; the last decade he saw as a mortal man.  But trust me when I tell you, he is present-day sex-ay.  His short hair is as black as the night he inhabits, and his eyes are nearly as dark.  He has model-perfect features and will be the cover boy for the first issue of Night Shift, a vampire business magazine set to launch in the new year.  His long, lithe body has just the right amount of lean muscle.  The man was built for sin. 
During the day while his body lies in a coffin, Tristan is a ghost like me.  His skin carries a golden-brown hue, his laugh comes easily, and his smile is warm and un-fanged.  At night, however, it’s a different story.  Oh, he’s still absolutely gorgeous … to die for, har-de-har-har … and just as elegant and charming as you can imagine.  His skin is paper white though, like most vampires.  If he relaxes his glamour, you’ll see those dark eyes go red-rimmed and his fangs will appear.  And while that’s freaky enough, it’s not these physical changes that fill me with dread.  It’s the cold, detached way he looks at others, at the way his hunter’s gaze sizes them up.  Vampires are always hungry and even the most civilized has that hint of predator lurking beneath.  I love Tristan, but if I was alive we would not be sweeties, nor would Patricia and I be friends.  I just can’t cope with feeling like an item on someone’s menu.
My other boyfriend was here too, though he was a little difficult to spy.  He was channeling through a young man named Jason Somerville, and the effect couldn’t be weirder to see.
Jason is in his early twenties, one of those too-cool kids who coasts the sidewalks on a skateboard, says ‘bro’ a lot, and wears the waistband of his pants in the mid-butt region.  He’s a bit of a goofball, but he is a smart kid who studies engineering at the local college.  He’s got the same gift as Isabella, the ability to consciously allow the dead to use his body to communicate with the living.  Tristan pays him pretty good to let my second sweetie Dan borrow some flesh time.
Ah yes, Dan Saling.  Where do I start with this man?
He’d died young of a heart attack.  I call him my Marlboro Man, not because smoking took him out, but because he has that robust masculinity the old cigarette advertisements used to promote.  His face has a gorgeous ruggedness that screams All Man.  Rough and ready.  Muscled from good old-fashioned hard work.  You know what I mean.  Male, male, male, male, capital MALE.
Heavens, I was getting horny just contemplating him.
As a ghost, only I could see the weird image of him melded to Jason.  Seeing that strange double-exposure effect of Dan’s delightful brawn on top of Jason’s slighter boyish frame just about made me cross-eyed.  It’s a good thing ghosts don’t get nauseous, because that’s what I wanted to be looking at them.
As I drew closer, I saw the other two members of this grave-looking company (no pun intended).  They were shifters, Gerald and Eddie.
Talk about your yummy beast.  Not so much Eddie, who’s a werehog.  Hogs and humans are not a pretty combination.  Panthers and humans, on the other hand…
Gerald is as gorgeous as he is a rarity.  Muscled almost to the point of too much bulk, he is sooo easy on the eyes.  His braided cornrows reach to his chiseled chest, parted by the black furred triangles of his ears.  His green eyes practically glow in his mocha-brown face.  His nose carries a slight suggestion of felineness, as do the fangs that peek out over his luscious lips.  Subtle black markings accentuate his handsome catman features.  He looks like what he is:  hired muscle.  He’s Patricia’s bodyguard, though I’ve rarely known her to need that kind of protection.  Tristan insists, however, and Gerald certainly has no complaints.  He has a big case of unrequited infatuation with his vampire mistress, a terrible shame considering she doesn’t care for men in that way.  When he smiles, he’s the handsomest male I’ve ever seen.
Gerald wasn’t smiling.  His ears were flattened to the sides, a sure sign he was worried.  He snapped his fingers in front of his best friend Eddie’s face.
Eddie was sitting in Tristan’s chair, an event in and of itself.  The werehog is more hired muscle, usually sticking close to my vampire sweetie.  His brown hair had been shaved into a mohawk between his pointed piggy ears.  Eddie wasn’t pretty to look at; no werehog is.  But he wasn’t as ugly as most, his snout more a hint than obvious on his roundish face, and his tusks curled only a little bit over his upper lip.  He’s one of the nicest guys I know when he’s not having to play the heavy. 
His expression was totally blank, his eyes not seeing the men leaning towards him, not blinking as Gerald snapped those fingers only a couple inches away.  Concerned, I quickened my pace as I hurried down the aisle towards them.
Dan noticed my approach and straightened.  He was in full possession of Jason’s body, with the young channel in a trance elsewhere in his head.  Channels are not aware of what is going on when they give control over to a ghost.  I have to give Jason and Isabella credit; I sure wouldn’t trust someone else with my body if I had one.
 I heard both Dan’s rumbly voice as well as Jason’s lighter tones whisper to Tristan, “Brandilynn’s here.”
Tristan’s worried gaze never left Eddie’s face.  “Go ahead and bring her up to speed.”
Dan/Jason descended the bandstand to meet me.  Out of habit, Dan attempted to stroke my hair when he reached me.  Jason’s hands passed over me, sort of like an errant breeze.  With a rueful snort, Dan dropped his arms.
“What’s up?  What’s wrong with Eddie?” I asked.
“We think he’s been made a zombie.  Lana will be able to tell us once she arrives.”
I gaped.  “Holy crap.”  Then I realized I didn’t know if this was one of those hard-to-fix situations or simply a hiccup in the usual passage of the universe.  From the looks on everyone’s faces, I was betting on the more difficult option.
In other words, same doodie, different day.  When you hang out with paras, drama is always on call.
So I admitted, “Okay, I’m not totally up on my knowledge of zombies.  It’s like a possession, kind of, right?”
Dan shook his head and lowered his voice.  Bad sign.  “Not quite.  This is going to be hard for you to hear, Brandilynn.  I know you like Eddie, as we all do, and the situation is really bad.”  He blew out a breath and raked his fingers through Jason’s stiffly gelled ‘do. 
“Okay, I’m braced for the news.”  Famous last words.
“I’m hoping it’s just some stupid witch’s spell, but it’s not looking good.”
Dan was waffling, something he doesn’t usually do.  A cold tendril of real fear wormed into my stomach.  But I’ve faced really bad stuff before, including being killed by a sadistic serial killer.  Surely I could handle what was coming.  So I gently prodded him.  “Start from the beginning.”
He nodded.  “Eddie’s been mentoring a kid who became a were six months ago.  Kind of a big brother deal, you know?”
“Gotcha.”  I hated it when kids caught the Zoo Flu, the animal-borne virus that had only two outcomes if caught by a human:  life as a shapeshifter or death. 
“They spent the afternoon together because Eddie was teaching the boy how to stay in control and not shift under stress.  Eddie’s car broke down on the east side of the town limits after he dropped the kid off at his house.”
“Not a good spot.”  That area of Fulton Falls is badly run down, a haven for drug deals, prostitution, and the like.  It was also a ‘thin’ place, which meant the ghost and physical worlds tended to affect each other.  The buried Old Fulton Falls beneath that area is rife with black magic dealings, sorcery, all sorts of bad stuff.   As above, so below.  It’s hard to know which plane damages the other more.
Dan continued.  “Eddie called Gerald to come and pick him up, which he did.  Gerald found him like this, standing in the middle of the road.”
“So he brought Eddie here, hoping somebody could help.  He was lucky to find you guys, it being Thanksgiving and all.” 
Dan/Jason gave me a smile.  “You know how Tristan is.  He never rests when there’s an election on the horizon.  I had nothing else to do, what with all you ladies having your own celebration.”
Aw.  He’d missed me.  It made me all warm and gooey inside and I blew him a kiss.
Patricia came in through the ballroom’s ornate glass double doors, finally arriving.  Slowpoke vampire.  She beelined straight for Tristan, sparing a nod for Dan/Jason as she went by.  Now that we were away from the power station, she could no longer see me.  She reached Tristan less than a breath later.  As Gerald stood helplessly by the blank-eyed Eddie, brother and sister moved to one side to talk quietly.
I asked Dan, “So what will happen if Eddie’s a zombie?  I take it that will be hard to fix or everyone wouldn’t look so freaked out.”
Dan started to reach for me again and stopped himself.  It’s tough remembering the restrictions a physical body puts on you when you’re used to being a ghost.  He had to settle for giving me his most comforting yet concerned look.  “If he’s a zombie, then his soul is gone.  He can’t be fixed.”
“You mean … he’ll stay like that?  Just an empty body?”  I looked over Dan’s shoulder at the werehog, my stomach doing a slow, sick drop.  Oh, this couldn’t be happening.  Not to Eddie.
Dan spoke carefully, as if to a child.  Normally I get ruffled if I’m condescended to, but in this case, I knew it was because I was not only clueless but ready to be upset.  It turned out I had plenty more to get upset about.
“Zombies are dangerous creatures, sweetheart.  If his soul is gone, he’ll have to be – his body will have to be destroyed.”
I tore my gaze from Eddie’s too-still form.  Gerald was starting to shake as he stood next to his friend, and I was reminded of how good shifter senses were.  Though Gerald couldn’t catch my end of the conversation, he could probably hear Dan speaking through Jason.
“Destroyed?  As in killed?  What the heck, Dan?”  My voice was rising.
Dan swallowed.  “A zombie is like an automaton.  All it knows is what its body tells it.  If it’s tired, it stops where it is and goes to sleep.  If it’s hungry, it grabs the closest thing and eats.  And I’m not talking a cheeseburger and fries from the nearest drive thru, baby girl.”
A shudder ran through me and I went colder than cold.  “People.  You’re saying Eddie will eat people.”  I’d thought that was an urban legend.
“Zombies prefer fresh meat.  So fresh that it’s still breathing.”
I felt ill.  Again my mind insisted, this can’t be happening.  But apparently, it was. 
“I guess he’s not hungry then,” I said weakly.
“Not yet.”
“Who’s going to kill him if he’s a zombie?”  My gaze went to Gerald.  The werepanther was tough and bad to the bone, but no way would the big man be able to kill his best bud.  I looked at Tristan and Patricia who stood to one side, their predator faces as sad as vampires could get.  I really wanted to think my sweetie and his sister would find it too difficult to destroy someone who had stood ready to take a stake for them. 
Dan said, “Execution of a zombie is a matter for the authorities.  If Lana says Eddie’s gone, we’ll turn him over to the police, who will take him to the hospital.  He’ll be sedated, his family called to say their goodbyes, then they’ll cremate him.”
I couldn’t stop shaking.  “Cremate?”
“Much like a vampire, it’s the only way to make sure a zombie stays down.  You have to turn it to ashes.”
Something occurred to me then, something that should have bothered me before this.  But hey, Eddie was sort of a friend.  I think in my shock I can be excused for overlooking the obvious right away.  “How did Eddie become a zombie – if that’s what he is?”
A flicker of anger drove back the pain in Dan’s eyes.  It was kind of good to see.  I know from personal experience how much better being mad is to feeling sorrow. 
The dual expressions of controlled fury didn’t sit well on neither Dan nor Jason’s face.  “Somebody, a voodoo priest or priestess usually, separates the soul from the body in order to make the body their slave.  No one’s quite sure what happens to the soul.  It just disappears, kind of like when vampires suffer their final death.  But somebody made this happen.  If we find that person—”
He didn’t finish the statement.  He was really mad, and the threat didn’t need to be spoken.
Getting revenge sounded pretty all right to me.  But my own anger was tempered by a bigger, scarier worry.  If someone had cast Eddie’s soul out to make a slave out of him yet we had possession of his body, then that someone was potentially out there looking for another person to zombify to take his place. 
This situation was only getting worse by the second.
It seemed like forever before Lana, Taylor, and Isabella arrived and were brought up to speed.  With surprising dexterity for her size, Lana knelt by Eddie and took his hand.  She looked up into his blank face, searching for some spark of life in the faraway gaze of his light brown, almost tan eyes.  Her usually beaming face had gone really, really dim.
We all gathered close, as if the warmth of so many bodies could spark Eddie to life once more.  The others stood around the psychic and werehog, shoulder to shoulder.  As the one non-corporeal being, I was forced to look over Dan and Patricia’s shoulders.  Tristan, Patricia, and I had no need for air, but the others seemed to have stopped breathing too. 
The gravity of the situation hit me all over again like a punch in the stomach.  I wished I could hold someone’s hand, but Dan was still animating Jason.  I had to settle for crossing my fingers like a schoolgirl.
Please, Eddie.  Please.
            Lana’s voice trembled until it was almost a warble.  Leaning close to him, she entreated, “Eddie?  Eddie, if you’re in there, you need to come forward and talk to me.”
We waited, hoping for some sign.  Lana closed her eyes, and I could almost feel her reaching into the space the werehog’s body occupied, listening desperately in the dark for some sign of movement.  The silence spun out into forever as we waited and waited.
“Eddie, please.”  Lana’s plea was a choked sob.  Her eyes opened to blink tears, sending black rivers of her too-heavily applied mascara down her pale fleshy cheeks.  The next moment, grief shook her.  “He’s not there.  His body is empty.”
Gerald had been gripping Eddie’s shoulders.  I saw black fur run out of his skin and his fingernails narrow to claws.  In his grief he lost control enough to start shifting.  His hint of a triangular nose had become a full panther’s muzzle.  Everyone averted their eyes, pretending not to notice.  Gerald is a very proud man.  We would never humiliate him, even though his loss of restraint was more than justified and he had nothing to be embarrassed about. 
Tristan pulled a cell phone from his jacket pocket, stepping away from our tight huddle around Eddie’s vacated body.  “I’ll call the authorities to come get him.”
Weeping started in earnest from Lana and Isabella.  Taylor’s stricken face was awash in tears too, and Patricia gave her a grim hug before imperiously motioning to two vampire aides.  I hadn’t noticed them coming into the room. 
She told them, “I want a list of all voodoo practitioners within a one-hundred mile radius.  I want to know where they were tonight and witnesses to back up their alibis.”
The male and female gave quick nods before hurrying off.  As they left, three more paras, a weregator, a gargoyle, and another vampire, walked into the ballroom.  Word was apparently spreading fast that something had gone down.
It was our ever-practical Taylor who asked, “Does anyone know when Eddie last ate?”
Gerald had regained his composure, once again looking more man than beast.  His deep voice was edged with growly pain, warning us he’d found his restraint under great duress.  “He took his little brother protégé out for hamburgers a couple hours ago.”
Isabella dabbed her pouring eyes with a handkerchief.  “He should be safe to be around until the Para Patrol gets here.”
 That gave everyone some measure of relief.  I sensed the real concern hadn’t been as much for their own lives as the fear of having to put Eddie down themselves.  Even if the real gift of him had been lost, no one here wanted to destroy the packaging.
I looked at Dan, fighting to make his gorgeous face clear as he lurked within Jason.  “This is awful.  Poor Eddie.”
My sexy Marlboro Man nodded.  He rubbed at his eyes, momentarily too overcome to speak.  He’d known the werehog for years.  
Tristan flipped his phone closed.  “Para Patrol and the police are on their way.  When I get my hands on the son of a bitch who did this—” 
His glamour disappeared, revealing the vampire he was underneath that elegant show he put on for the public.  Tristan’s handsome face thinned, his eyes turned to black holes rimmed with fire, and his fangs flashed like pearl daggers.  He became chillingly beautiful, the way an agitated cobra is.  I gasped despite knowing this was who he was half the time. 
Dan misinterpreted my shock.  “Close your ears, Brandilynn.  There might be a lot of profanity before this night is out.”
I swallowed, looking away from the fearsome aspect of my vampire boyfriend.  Instead of telling Dan it wasn’t my profound dislike of foul language that had made me react I said, “You can all curse until my ears fall off if you want.  This is a cuss-worthy situation.”
If I found the S. O. B., I might have a few choice words myself.